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The greatest day of a suedehead's life

03/07/2002 Istanbul, Turkey

It was last night! The Suede Gig! It was amazing...

I went to the festival area like at 13:30 and i've heard someone's checking the sounds on stage,i've heard a bit keyboards of "She's In Fashion" and rushed there...There was this guy with blonde hair and there was a guy with sunglasses,and it was Alex! He checked the keyboards and then a bit guitar. Then suddenly Mat and Richard came on stage! It was unbelievable because me and my 2 friends were the only ones in front of the stage! Mat did funny things on stage,i took pictures :) And then suddenly Simon and Brett came and they started to play "She" and when the intro ended everyone understood that Suede was on stage and they rushed too. They played "She","Beautiful Loser","Positivity","She's In Fashion","Everything Will Flow" for soundcheck and then they went off the stage. I forgot to tell ya,that Brett and Mat made funny faces at me and i took pictures :)

I kept my place in the middle,in front of the stage and watched 5 more bands before Suede was on the stage,i stood there like 8 hours! The gig started with "Simon Inst." as usual and the guys rushed on the stage and kick started with "Beautiful Loser".The song is even greater when you heard it yourself.Then came the classical Suede gig opener "She".The song rocked,as usual.And after that came "Trash",it was my vote for it as the opener,but i lost it to "Beautiful Loser".All the people were singing in tune and when Brett said "this is our new song,its called Obsessions" i was about to die,cos i've never heard it before.The tune rocked and everyone went crazy,like everyone went crazy when they started "Wild Ones".Another Suede classic,"Beautiful Ones" was the next song and i couldnt believe the audience,they all knew the lyrics and Brett was very pleased to see that everyone know all the songs! Me,either.

Richard changed his guitar again and it was time for "Positivity".I heard the tuned guitar and as i got the October,Portugal gig,i shouted like "Posiiiiitiviiityyyyy!!" and they started to play it...I singed along with Brett and i noticed some people were looking at me like "how come this guy knows all these?!" and yet i noticed that the flying camera was shooting me,instead of swan-like dancing Brett.The summer hit "She's In Fashion" was being played and at the end of the song,as an another classical act of Suede gigs,we were singing along with only the drums "Sunshine will blow my mind,and the wind blow my brain..." The audience were rocking tonight,and Suede rocked the festival.Then they left the stage,as i knew they would play 4 more,and probably "Filmstar" as the 1st of the encore,i was comfortable.Everyone was mad and we welcomed Suede once more to the stage.And yes,i was right and they started to play "Filmstar" and like we were in the video,we made our fingers 1,2,3 as Brett singed "change your name,wash brain,play the game..." I was too tired and had to drink water,after that i heard the intro for "So Young" and i had to spit the water to shout! Brett also did the same thing and throw the 3rd bottle of water to the audience.I was a bit wet that time. The next to the last song was "Starcrazy" which blew my mind.I didnt expect that,but they were playing it.And the last song was an another classical Suede outro,"Saturday Night".I couldnt believe that it was really on,but it fucking was.The song ended and they said "Good night!" and left the stage.It was a dream to come true,and finally i've managed to see them live,before i leave this world.People were shouting like mad for the playlist and yet a guy from the stage gave "this" girl one of them.I was mad and shouted for like 5minutes to get an another one.Another guy from the security told me to calm down,and he'll go up to the stage and bring me one.I waited like 2minutes and he came with 3 playlists! Asked me to choose one and i picked the left at right.It was Alex's playlist,cos he wrote with his handwriting the guitars which he'll play at x song.It was damn cool.Then i rushed to the space which goes to the backstage.This security guy,who brought me the playlist told me that band doesnt want anyone back,i told him that we are the only ones from the fanclub,go tell this.He went and he came with this great news:They wanted us to come! I was so excited,and yet saw Alex drinking beer.Went near him and talked about the gig,got all my stuff signed and he told me that our city,Istanbul rocks and its a wonderful place.I thanked him and then saw Simon.Same thing with Simon,except that he's taller than he look in pictures.I hold his beer while wrote some words for my website.Then i met Brett,he asked me what i do at loveandpoison.org and i told him my works and he said "its good for you." and then i saw Mat standing like a skyscraper.He is really tall.I've talked with him about the new album and the audience,he said they liked us very much and they'll sure come back with the new album tour.I wish so.Then i saw Richard and he is not really fat.All those rumours about getting fatter and fatter everyday is all lies,he's NOT FAT! And he is cute :) He wrote this very funny thing to my website,he made my night for the millionth time: "There's no better org than loveandpoison.org Its the best org in the world.I'm sure of it. Love Richard x"

I was standing near the bar and this guy came and told me that he knows me,asked me if i was the one who wrote to fanclub,and was published in an issue.I said yea thats me,and i asked him who he was.He said he's the manager,Charlie Charlton! I thanked him that Suede came to Turkey and about the fanclub,they are the best in the world,they never let us down.He thanked me in return and i told him that it was a pleasure to meet him. This was incredible,i mean i didnt recognize him,but he did!

It was late and i left the backstage before i was kicked out.I wished everyone good night and left the backstage.It was probably the greatest day of my life,and i'll sure never forget it.I'm still in the mood.

xBG

 

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